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He convinced me to meet him somewhere and we'd do a couple lines We drove to an industrial park parking lot in the middle of nowhere that was close and I got in his car. I wasn't the least bit homophobic and was dying to know what a bj was like. I'd get to do a couple lines, make 20 and get a bj I had to admit (in my fucked up state) it made sense. He said all I had to do was close my eyes and pretend it was a girl. He claimed he wasn't either that he had a girl but coke made him like to suck dick. He offered me 20 dollars and a couple lines of is let him blow me. He was older but nothing compared to the others, probably late 20's. One night after I finished I was in the parking lot when a man stopped me.
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I would constantly be hit on but ignored everyone. I eventually found one with no glory hole. I'd always feel disgusted by myself the next day and swear never again, but every time I'd do coke I'd end up stopping.
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Knowing what to expect and fueled by Coke driven confidence I walked past the gawkers entered a booth, found a video and jerked off completely ignoring the hole and the person on the other side. Couple weeks later drunk and on Coke I decided fuck it I'll just go in and out no big deal. As I started jerking I kept hearing psst psst I looked down and saw the glory hole. I started looking through and chose a video figuring I'm here fuck it. I ran into the first open booth and closed it instantly regretting my decision to come here, until I saw the arcade. I was by far the youngest and it was obvious I didn't belong. I have no idea how many men were there, but they all stopped and stared at me. We only had one computer and I didn't care use that for pork for fear of getting caught or a virus. This was before I had a smart phone or tablet. Driving home from his house I'd pass an adult bookstore that was open 24 hours and one night really drunk and high i decided to go in having no idea what to expect just knowing I could watch porn. I had only kissed one girl when I was 14. I was, at this point, very shy around women. I loved the drug but it used to make me really horny. I was either 19 or 20 still living at my parents house drinking every night at a friend's apartment and every now and then we'd get some coke.